Could You Be The One For Me?

Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate is going to be kind?

Could you be the one for me,
The one to help me forget
The man that broke my heart, my soul
The man that haunts me yet?

It's going to be hard to forget
And pick up the pieces he left
Could you be the one to teach
How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come
And mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
What another broke apart?

It won't be an easy job, you see
My road has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again
It's opening for you
Just come in, and love me back
That's all you have to do

[LoveBug]

Voidness

We get so caught up with things that will pass we often draw lines to our time and personal space.


Boundaries lead to Barriers,
Barriers lead to no communication,
No communication leads to distancing,


Distancing leaves all of us alone...


But when we feel alone, we know we're not,
for in Christ alone, our hope is found.
And He wants to talk, to walk and to spend time with us.
Yet somehow, we always end up pushing him away or make all attempts at communication one-way.
Is this really how it must be? For so much effort from
thee, leads to naught, in vail He pleas:
"Give me a moment, just a bit of your time."


Distancing is a matter of choice....


He broke the many unbreakable boundaries,
He lifted the barriers no one could lift,
He wants to communicate.



Let loose and look at the big picture. Don't push away what He has worked so hard to begin.


[thank you to Nat]

Love that can never be

I love him
but he doesn't love me
i hate to be in this position
why can't we ever be

he loves someone else
i feel all of the pain
i knew if i told him
we would never be the same

i get mixed signals
i get so confused
i knew if i asked him
he would definitely refuse

i wonder if i hadn't told him
none of this would be
all i want from him
is to open his eyes and see

he will never leave her
he loves her
i'm burning inside
i always suffer

i hope he knows
how i feel
my love for him
is so damn real

Piper

I am back...

I am back - after a long absence.

I am back, still alive, after all the months of adjustments. After all the hours of sitting around and missing someone who is, by now, gone from my life.

I am back - now, wondering how I will continue to live a life that will mean something, live a life that will not depend on another anymore, live a life that will be for me and me alone.

I am back, sigh, when I read back what I wrote in this blog, I wonder what else is there for me to write here? What else, if I do not wish to think about him? What else, if I want to be true to myself?


I am back.

GRACE

freely given
unmerited favour
love of god

grace that seeks
noah found grace in the eyes of the lord
abraham asked to be found in god's grace

grace that saves
jesus has saved us and called us
not because of our works but because of his own purpose and grace

grace that accepts
it does not question where you have been or how you have been
your motives and plans
your rebellious and outrageous behaviour

grace that gently whispers
the "old rugged cross" into your ears
and opens up your needy heart

grace that lifts
as you gaze upon christ's face
on the day he gave up his spirit on the cross
and say "it is finished"

grace that comforts
when the crashing waves overwhelm our souls
the roaring winds leave us stunned and breathless
the sudden storms beyond our life's control

.....but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, so that, as sin reigned in death, grace also might reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through jesus......

My life, a dream

My life is a dream all by itself
I seem to see it pass me by
I sleep through a silent lullaby

I am now ready for a simple meaning
But it will not show its face to me
What is my true reason for being?

I look back and I conclude
that my life to me will always be detached from reality....
nothing more than a dream.....

Because of him.....

Because of him
I had a reason to smile
but it was also because of him
that I had a reason to cry

Because of him
my life had meaning
but it was also because of him
that my life meant nothing

Because of him i felt whole
but it was also because of him
that I felt like being torn apart

Because of him I felt special
but it was also because of him that I felt miserable

He walked in my life
but he has now walked out of it.......